lessons

lessons lessons,i hate it,my flowers stays half-partfinished,n in a fault of lessons i'll have to leave them like that antil i'll not past exams,why  life is so cruel a?? i would never dare to say something against lessons but they left me breathless when i startet to understand where n what i gone to teach,it's hell,u know?? , i wanna sinn always , i already decide what kind of songs i'll want to sing if i had a chance to have a competition with x factor auditions, in usa of course , first will be CELINE DION'S the power of love , songs,i lov e it,n now when i finally got my voice higher notes,without any lessons with teachers myself alone , it's just cool u know? i never though i'lll have a talent to sing some even 4 sentenses,it's coool, ,,,,,if you could even n nhear me,even from yyoutube,,but id on't have a time,time is running from me,n didn't give me way to realise what to do,when i finally decided it , ,,,,i see day's endings,n time to think 'bout tomorrow,soo , to come to usa i thinked to work in 2 place, ,for 2nd job i'll go to do maybe in the last days of this month, maybe,well im not sure if exams will let me it ,but i have it wish,n if wish ,well it's already plan , so , will i have to delete it from my plans list??i think i have to just ,
never though will come a day when i'll be against of all the things i do,but when i have a dream , i starting to live some BRAND NEW LIFE,which gives me open the way of my opinions,my thoughts,my  powers with brend new hope,n i really starting to hate all i had before ,,,n it's nothing,bcs be4e i didn't have even this dream,no wit's time to come to th lights n scream that im alive ,i'll sing like i want,n no one will not dare to start to think don't let me to do it, ,,,,,,,i'll be like a newburn flower,which just now have to get green leafs,like a newfounding diamond,which will have to shine with all colors of her power just now,i'll be like them all u see guys,so , hpope it's really just not a dream ,so , ,,,,,,will live will see,what is true that is true,,,see u yet ,bye!

amazon's lily,from beads,

 իմ հաջորդ նշանակետն է , ու ես այն անպայման կանեմ,իհարկե միայն Ձեզ հետ, վիդեոների ուղեկցությամբ, հուսով եմ կհետևեք ,ինչպես են հրաշքները գործվում,

 այս ամենի շարքերում շատ շուտով իմ ամազոնյան լիլին էլ տեղ կունենա

we got a new jobs

it's a beading,like new breeath,that u get ,when u fall in love with someone else,like that i m in love wit h this creative sourse of inspiration , ihope everything what makes me to do it all , it will be inspired for u too,just becouse of u i doin' it's alll , so i hope u'll like it really,someday,someone saves my life ,someday someones brings me back to the life,someday someone break my heart,someday someones says me the truth,i accepted it like a goal, so it's my truth , iif u have it too than go on , n follow my jobs bcs they are really inspired n i hope everyone looking for the real sourse of inspiration , i hope i can give u it alll

 if uguys will have a wish to learn how to create this all flowers or one of those,let me know,i'll put on my channel fro youtube video lessons with this jobs, n u'll see how it's takes our times but result is perfect just

 to everyone of us we have something realy,real color whhich we love to put on this jobs ,they can shine or be simple,but anyway we started to love it , just because of our soul,the color we have there caames alive thanks to this flowers,n it's been our part,no it's alive , n part of our rooms

 never forget who u are,that's what this flowers are trying to say us  with comein' to the light ,
they make us to create them,for we understood how much them simplicity can be perfectly like we are

 sometimees flowers like this can decorate our homes,gardens,but they are in real decorated our hearts n souls,just bcs of loove inside there , we started to create ssuch an amazing jobs

wish u could see guys,,, it's all amazing really yep?? i know it's are,